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Today marks the day that will OOFFIIICCALLLYY start Angelas BirthWEEK. We are FAR to important to have just one day to celebrate our birth therefor we get a week.

:)

No house party last night, just drunk swimming and hot tubbing.


I could never ever pull the "im over it" with you. you need to have some more trust in me boy.

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 I Want To FUCK Brian Deneeve

So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact so you know I care
You know I care

I just want him to learn from this. and i know hes not. just take something from this,any of this,dont blame me for everything TAKE something from this chuck. seriously. what is the point of any of this if you dont learn!

scum bag.

I love my life.

HOUSE PAAHHTTYYYY at Captains house tonight....MAKE IT HAPPIN CAPTAIN!

I got a sweet new polo today ...is it red? is it pink? who knows.

DONT EAT MY FUCKING PANCAKE

like the rabbit?? you fucking cunts.

HEY WEA TALKIN HEA FAHKIN DEPAHT!

im so into the boston accent these days...FO REAL CUNTS.

CUNTS CUNTS CUNTS.

Chuck Vincent love,why the hell did you go to court so not needed. i cant believe you missed a day of work for that. LAME-O


MY CHECK LAST WEEK WAS 2,000 DOLLAHS!

I guess im going to most likley end up giving chuck MORE money after court which im okay with,cause id give it to him right now if he needed it,IM SO OVER THIS COURT SHIT.

Srry bout your dead uncle????

WHAT??

IM OBSESSED WITH THE FRAY

I went to old navy today and tahget and checked out places to live in boston,boston is so far away from angela but so close to everything else i love in the world.

Angelas birthday is tomorrow.

CUNTS.

CHARLIE VINCENT I WANA HATE YOU SOOOO BBBAADDDDDDDDDDD

AM I DRUNK AT 5PM??? YES. IM OKAY WITH IT.


CHARLIE VINCENT YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAS AIDS.

CHARLIE VINCENT I WANT TO GIVE YOU SOMETHINGGGGG

CHARLIE VINCENT YOUR NOT EVEN ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE WHAT HAPPEND TO YOU?????

CHARLIE VINCENT YOU LOOK LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN ON DRUGS FOR THE PAST 3 MONTHS!

CHARLIE VINCENT YA GIRLFRIEND NEEDS TO TAKE A SHOWER

CHARLIE VINCENT. OHHHH CHARLIE. CHARRLLIIEE CHARRLLIIEE CHHAARRLLIIE YOU WILL NEVER GROW UP WILL YOU SWEETTHHHHAAARRTTT.

CHARLIE VINCENT. CANOBIE OPENS SOON. TOO BAD YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND ISNT OLD ENOUGH TO GO ON ANY OF THE RIDES. BAAAHHAHAHAHAHAAH.

CHARLIE VINCENT AT LEAST YOU CAN SAVE MONEY AND GET HER THE CHILD ALL DAY PASS....HHAHAHHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH US.

WHAT????? THAT DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE. SHELBY WHATS WRONG WITH YYOOUUU.......


SO MANY BOYS AND NOT ENOUGH DAYS IN A WEEKEND. FUCK.

EVERYONE KNOWS IM IN OVER MY HEAD OVVAAHH MAH HHEEADD.

I can afford a  place IN BOSTON,WHO KNEW. I MAKE MORE MONEY THAN CHARLIE FAHKIN VINCENT. WHAT WHAT CUNTS.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. 


ALRIGHT ALRIGHT SLOW DOWN!!!!!!




OH NO! ON NO! WE WONT!

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So i got time off to get my implants,im wicked excited to get them done. I just want people to understand that im getting it done to make me happy not to make Bros wana do me cause i already have that. I want them because I want to feel better about my self I want to be completly happy with my self and i am almost there. 


I have lost 35ish pounds since i have been done with charlie i feel great about my self these days,I look healthy and i feel healthy,i work out 5 times a week and time the weekend off and work out harder on mondays and fridays because of that. I have been working out at John and Joeys house because they have a little gym in the house I have also been dancing ALOT latley, Like i said in my last entry Im starting at a new studio in  boston,As most of you know,im OBSESSED with Kenny from dance life and im really working on that style more than anything else these days. Im excited with alot of the new combos we have been coming up with,its totally worth being in a wicked hot studio all the time when the end result has been pretty good. My stomach in FINALLY getting harder and i can see my hip bones completly again,thats all i really wanted lol. I also go to Horn Pond all the time to run now and im deff. going today if it doesnt start raining.

Eating healthy really hasnt become an option yet. I eat MacDoughs ALOT haha and i eat crap all day at work. I am starting to eat alot of  Vegis/Fish/Meat. I like sushi now which is funny because Chuck would always try and get me to eat it,Nope. Not happenin but now i enjoy it.

I dont really know what to do about this boy that i like. Well there are two boys that i like,One i like ALOT. But there is this little thing called...a girlfriend...I want her to get out of here,He doesnt seem happy like when we talk about her he just seems very MEH about the whole sitatuon....I think we could have fun together Alot of fun,I just talked to this kid Keith whose one of his bestfriends and i guess he has been with this girl for years,Keith says hes going to talk to him...haha GREEAATTTTT COOOOOLLL. I feel like its a lost cause and then hell say something cute or do something cute and im just like WTF get rid of your damn girlfriend. Hes so damn cute and lives like 4 seconds away,talk about real SIMPLE.

Then...theres this other boy...Our timing is soooo bad. Every time i see him its so hard cause we are doing the whole "just friends" thing....I dont know how he feels anymore because he wont tell me,We havnt talked much at all latley because of this prettty big issue with us. Hes all kinds of messed up and doesnt want to get attached to anyone,which yes, i can understand that and also respect that i just dont want to. I want it to be simple,i want it to be easy i want it to just make sense.....Timing is everything and just because we arnt good for each other right now doesnt mean we wont be good for each other some day.

And now i have...My ex boyfriend in my life again,or should i say Ex boyfriend'S with an S as in more than one. I just want to be friends with them but it can never happen all they want to do is protect me from this world and i want to see this world i want to travel i want to go to italy and i want it to be okay i want to go into boston at night and have fun i want to go to UML to see my bestfriend and have that be okay i want to not feel so shut off from the world like i once was I like living my life wearing what i want to wear having my hair how i like it i dont like money anymore im not just interested in the latest bag or the best cloths i just dont care Im a happy girl living my life the way i am. I like that i make my OWN money. I LIKE WORKING.

My boy just came to see me. :)